Sugarlove

Study study boo

2012-02-01T07:41:00.001+08:00

Finally told them abt study plans. Guess what? The reply I got was.. Go take up a loan and later when you work then pay it up yourself. Okay, so forget it.. Though I'm a lil upset that I have to cont working at where I am and ending with such conclusion. Fml

Ranting

2012-01-26T23:41:00.001+08:00

Going through this phase again. Though I just had my break from work not too long ago, I still think I need to go somewhere far to rest. My body's aching, just recovered, body still acting weird, people can't stop nagging at home, customer just pisses me off sometimes and plus what happened earlier on. Ugh.. Everything is making me angry and frustrated. I'm sure nobody understand what I'm going through. So forget it

Busy :(

2012-01-05T21:50:00.001+08:00

It's so busy.. And its the cny money changing period which makes things even worse. The queue is never ending and everyone of us ot every single day :( Its so tiring..

The 2012 resolution

2012-01-05T00:16:00.001+08:00

Decided to come up with resolutions for the year before heading to bed! & hopefully I'm able to fulfill them by the end of 2012. So here it goes!

1) slim down!!!! (okay la, I've been saying this forever but it never happened.... So I'll try harder this year and prove that bao wrong! Hehe)

2) To have more confidence in myself! And to stand for what I believe.

3) Love food a lil lesser??? :(

4) The nasty attitude towards love ones to change

5) Have more patience towards pple, things and.... Aiya, everything la

6) Explore and challenge my interest for arts n craft (hopefully) and put them to good use more often

and lastly..

7) Be appreciative for what god has given me :)

Pig oh pig

2012-01-04T18:25:00.001+08:00

I officially rotted 3/4 of today sleeping and lazing ard. What a pig

2012!

2012-01-02T15:37:00.001+08:00

The first post of the year! So far the new year has been pretty much... the same as before? & I do not look forward to starting work this year too because I can alrd imagine the amount of pple queuing nonstop during operation hours. Sigh :(

The weather's great today. But I'm
Not feeling great at all. Bye

2011

2011-12-31T14:33:00.001+08:00

2011 has been a rather interesting year? Graduated from tp, contributed to society and Got myself a full time job in a bank which I never expect myself to. Many setbacks, many tears, many laughter, many lessons learnt. May 2012 be a even better year! Lesser problems, lesser tears, lesser crazy customers and more laughter and money lailailai! :D

Hate assumptions

2011-12-30T19:50:00.001+08:00

Finally decided to get it

2011-12-18T12:04:00.001+08:00

Fked up.

2011-12-10T16:12:00.001+08:00

Follow the heart

2011-12-05T01:22:00.001+08:00

It's amazing how the brain and the heart works and thinks so differently when they're from one body. But I've decided to listen to the heart and follow my instinct.

Never under estimate our sixth sense

2011-12-02T18:38:00.001+08:00

Hmm

2011-12-02T08:01:00.001+08:00

Maybe the amount of time needed to rebuild the broken trust is as long as building the great walk of china. Ha ha

The one that got away

2011-12-01T18:15:00.001+08:00

In another life I would be your girl. We keep all our promises. In another life I would make you stay.

Will it be this way?

2011-11-30T14:26:00.001+08:00

"Say if u really love a person , u have to hurt them first. the guilt tt follows allow u to put in 101% effort in the relationship"

Stupid

2011-11-30T08:58:00.001+08:00

Now I believe that every work place will definitely have people who suck.

Conclusion

2011-11-28T09:58:00.001+08:00

We have both suffered our own way for the past one week. I hope this unexpected and heartbreaking incident brought us closer and also, to know, understand, appreciate and realise the importance of each other even more.

I guess.. Things have changed for the better :) and hope it will stay this way

2011-11-28T01:16:00.001+08:00

I question myself again..

2011-11-26T19:44:00.003+08:00

Those insecurities never fail to haunt

2011-11-26T17:06:00.001+08:00

Journey

2011-11-26T01:03:00.001+08:00

Till now, I feel that I'm better again.

Second chance

2011-11-25T18:12:00.001+08:00

Everyone deserve a second chance.. Right?

Perseverance

2011-11-24T21:11:00.001+08:00

You need to work very very very hard, so hard that you've never work this hard in your life to get back this broken heart

Renewed

2011-11-24T18:15:00.001+08:00

A brand new me.

Tell me. What else do I need to know? Let the knifes stab the wound once and for all..

2011-11-23T23:35:00.001+08:00

All these while... Kept in the dark

2011-11-23T23:33:00.001+08:00

I wonder how many things have been left hidden and untold... Every one time one is being revealed, a knife will come stabbing into the recovering heart..

Tears

2011-11-23T23:09:00.001+08:00

This is a lesson learnt for us. Maybe this is the time where we start to really know and understand ourselves and appreciate each other more.

Blues

2011-11-23T14:36:00.001+08:00

If I didn't try, how would I even know I couldn't accept it all?

Acceptance

2011-11-23T11:03:00.001+08:00

"The past cannot be changed, forgotten, erased or edited. It can only be accepted"

Facade

2011-11-22T21:14:00.001+08:00

Very often I put up a strong front but deep inside, I'm bleeding

The one who loves more, end up suffering the most

2011-11-22T19:21:00.001+08:00

:/

2011-11-21T18:19:00.001+08:00

Balloted and got the pass to jurong bird park which I planned few weeks ago. Guess I don't need it anymore...

Shattered

2011-11-21T15:38:00.001+08:00

All these months/years I've never expected anything much but only for you to Love, Care, Be there for me & Be a lil more sensitive to my (girl's) feelings/emotions..

You are responsible for your own actions

2011-11-21T07:55:00.001+08:00

A moment of folly can or will cause you your everything

2011-11-21T00:39:00.001+08:00

Stay strong and be strong

2011-11-20T13:35:00.001+08:00

The tears just couldn't stop flowing no matter how much they are held back. Every single moment triggers the pain inside the heart that will make, even a strong person fall hard

Reality

2011-11-19T07:08:00.001+08:00

Hoping that everything was just a dream. Still couldn't believe that this is even happening to me. What did I do to deserve this.. :( you're the one I trusted and loved the most (other than my family)

Speechless

2011-11-19T00:55:00.001+08:00

It's like I'm almost.. Emotionless? Everything seems to have slowly numbed all my senses and judgements. I just need to sleep my life away for the moment

A lil girl

2011-11-17T18:09:00.001+08:00

And I've decided to cut bangs :D

33rd ^^

2011-11-14T22:03:00.001+08:00

Today marks the 33rd month being together! I have to admit, i have a very good bao as my bf because he feeds me, makes me fat (unconsiously), treats me well, tolerate my nonsence, bear with my lameness/randomness, love me, care for me, make me happy and many many more la! Even though he may be lazy at times but he's still my favourite lil bao ^^ omm nom nom. Happy 33rd baby! <3

DID I MENTION THAT I'VE CAUGHT (sort of) MY FIRST FISH IN MY ENTIRE LIFE! LIKE SHIOK ONLY! WOOO! okay bye :D

Here when upset only

2011-10-30T02:56:00.001+08:00

Nobody likes cold war or quarrels or misunderstandings isn't it. But these are inclusive in the relationship package. But as the saying goes "after the rain, there'll be a rainbow" cheer up Cynthia!

Thoughts

2011-09-26T12:40:00.001+08:00

Waking up from bad dreams 3 times in the night and not being able to get back to sleeping because of fear. And then find out you're not feeling well after waking up again in the morning. This feeling sucks.

hello

2011-09-19T12:05:00.000+08:00

It has been way way WAY too long since i've been here. & I doubt there's anyone reading except for myself. haha. Anyways, it's already sept and year 2011 will end shortly in about 3 months? how time flies eh and i'm still considering whether to continue studying or not. WELL, the only thing that's stopping me is not having any clue to what and where i should be studying ): Let's just take one step at a time la huh. Shall embrace the opportunity to have so many leaves and continue rotting at home :) Good day!

:(

2011-07-07T20:30:00.001+08:00

I'm crazy, I'm psychotic. I enjoy seeing people get hurt. I enjoy seeing people in pain. I enjoy doing things to make people be in pain..

I cannot believe that you think that of me.. I've been clumsy my whole life. Constantly inflicting or causing injuries (accidentally and definitely not on purpose) to myself and people ard. If I could stop, prevent or expect all these. I wouldn't even be doing it in the first place..

what's going on?

2011-06-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

The last post was about 21 days ago where the army boy flew off to thailand. & POOF! 21 days past, he's back at SG, blacker and fatter/fitter (cant decide on which. haha! :D) And i realised that i can actually survive 21 days not seeing him as long as i hear his voice occasionally and keep making plans with friends to keep me occupied after work! :) thank god for friends ^^

So i've graduated... not too happily because... 1, TP trick me into returning my matriculation card and 2, their system cock up AGAIN and i had to wait outside to be slotted in to receive my "certificate". Tsk. & here are some overdue photos which i don't think anyone really cares cause i think im the only reader here. HAHA! okay let the photos do the talking! Bye

GRADUATE LO!

2D1N OBS CAMP @ PULAU UBIN

PTBO APRIL BATCH 1

A LIL VISIT BACK TO USS TO SEE BO(s)

DADDY'S BIRTHDAY!

IMPROMPTU DECISION AT POWERHOUSE

Hello world

2011-05-23T20:48:00.000+08:00

My lil boy has flew away to Thailand for the next 21 days because of stupid army ): Work has been rather.. okay? for now. & seriously, quite happy that i'm working because 1) i wouldn't spend too much time thinking about my bf who abandoned me, 2) Earn $$$ and 3) keep myself busy? Alright, i shall take this time to lose weight while he's away! So imma gonna go skipping nowssssss! Byebye!

2011-05-15T13:11:00.001+08:00

He loves me and I know it :)

Sorry..

2011-05-10T22:00:00.001+08:00

I am so bad with words.. i can't speak or write properly. I hope you didn't get what i was trying to say wrongly ): No doubt, i am 101% absolutely sure that you care and love me in your own ways and i know it. All i want to say that it has nothing to do with how much you love and care for me but only effort baby. You have given me your word earlier on and i know you will do what you have said. I just wanted to share with you how i feel so that our relationship will be even better now and in the future.

I love you and i know i will always do. I am sorry for making things sour between us which i never wish for it happen.

2011-05-02T14:42:00.001+08:00

Even though it happened so long time ago, right now I know that the conclusion I came up with was right. Never not believe women's sixth sense

Reflections #23470

2011-05-01T01:48:00.001+08:00

we often tell ourselves to try again and not give up, but after trying so many times, we become really tired and may have the tendency to not want to try any more or even give up.

Let me feel better when I wake up. Goodnight :)

2011-05-01T01:39:00.001+08:00

Sometimes the loneliness overwrites the happy moments in life.

National Service

2011-04-22T13:04:00.001+08:00

I swear someone needs to do something about the management in army. How can they possibly let someone who is excused from heavy duties do not-so-light duties or depriving them from ample sleep/rest? & Maybe even FORCING them to stay back during their off days to do stupid duties when they are sick? I mean, okay la they have to be punished for their wrong actions but if they are sick, shouldn't the punishment be postponed till they recover? Seriously, forcing all the poor guys to serve the army is bad enough alrd and having such a sucky form of management makes things even worse isn't it?

SO FULL!

2011-04-18T20:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was an angry day. Woke up on the wrong side of the bed and the naggings/scoldings from the mother early in the morning made everything worse. But after meeting baobao, i felt better (i always do actually. HEHE) though i know i'll flare up again later at night.

Nothing beats working with girlfriends! YUP! training's back at chulian and time past rather quickly too! YAY! May tmr be like that too. bye

14th

2011-04-14T21:19:00.000+08:00

It sucks to be me because..
1) I am not exactly independant
2) I do things for the sake of $$
3) I am emotional
4) Sometimes i can be anti-social
5) I ALWAYS have negative thoughts
6) I give up too easily
7) I am fickle minded
8) I am greedy
9) I lose my temper too easily
10) Just too stubborn/selfish sometimes

The list goes on.. I shall not further elaborate.. I have to stop whining about work and tell myself it's okay! it's okay! Sigh... & it's the 14th! HAPPY 2years 2months :)

Fml

2011-04-11T17:36:00.001+08:00

We should be otw home from town for dinner with my fam!!

Thank You army for ruining everything A.G.A.I.N

& sigh... no inspirations to even do art n craft

Love

2011-04-09T12:07:00.000+08:00

It has been 2463 years since i've met this busy woman!
And finally, one fine day we decided to just randomly meet up for dinz to catch up!

Today's the 9th. 4 more days to training/work. Not excited at all. What's on my mind is.. Let's go TAIWAN! Let's go HK! Let's go BKK! Let's go BALI! Let's go on a holiday! (nothing about work) I think i havent really enjoyed myself much before i actually officially start contributing to the society ): Sigh, i'm planning a holiday at the end of this year! Hopefully everything goes well and that the pigz/weilin is able to get off days for a short/long getaway! Okay time to change & leave for simei. Bye

Feelings

2011-04-04T16:09:00.001+08:00

Today I feel rather restless and empty.. A week more to work. Sigh

Alone.

2011-04-03T12:47:00.001+08:00

Maybe fatigue is taking it's toll on me. I feel like just going for a short trip away, Alone.

The final journey

2011-04-02T17:31:00.001+08:00

We've sent her off her last journey here. Though every one is reluctant to see her go, deep down inside we know that she's happier and better in paradise with many many flowers, cute lil animals and happy people.

No more emo post from this moment. Because we (or I) should be happy for she has attained eternal life from god.

You'll always be in our hearts

2011-04-02T05:33:00.001+08:00

I'm sure every single one of us are drained out physically and mentally the past 2 weeks. And I'm really thankful everything went smoothly with no major difficulties and that none of us became ill. This is the final journey where everything will soon end later on. At least my aunt is no longer suffering and is in the good hands of god in paradise.

Now, all I wish for is that all my loved ones are healthy and that they led a peaceful life without any major worries.

Time waits for no man

2011-03-25T19:04:00.005+08:00

We're all just waiting for the time to come. Nobody want it to happen but yet none of us can do anything to change or stop what's happening. Everything is somehow prepared. At least now she's in a deep sleep, slowly moving on without feeling any pain. But i have to admit, seeing or knowing that she is slowly drifting further and further away from us is really unbearable. Many of us will be busy the next few days. I hope nobody will break down cause we cannot afford to.

2011-03-25T08:35:00.001+08:00

I thought i could sleep better after knowing there's a slight improvement. But lil did we know, things turned out for the worse just within hours and we are all told to prepare for the worse..

An hour ago, I most probably had the best dream of my life. I dreamt that everything was fine and that she was able to joke and hit me like how she used to. But the sound of the phone ring brought me back to reality. The cruel and painful reality..

Teresa

2011-03-24T14:35:00.001+08:00

Life's unpredictable. One moment you may seem perfectly fine, laughing and giggling but at a blink of an eye, the table is being turned around and you may or might have already embrace on a journey to a better world. Right now, I pray for a miracle and that your willpower is strong enough to brave through this 24 hours and fight for your rights to live even for another extra year. Because you've already fight and battle cancer and I'm sure you can do it this time again. I have faith in you and I will keep you in my prayers this 24 hours.

Reflecting

2011-03-20T11:14:00.003+08:00

My semester grades are so upsetting. IF i could just work this hard since Year 1, i am actually capable of getting GPA of 3 and above because i did it this semester, yes the last semester. Sigh, so many regrets right now. I wish i could start from square one and i will definitely very work hard ): But, its too late.. I'll have to live with a GPA of 2.79 for the rest of my life.

Counting down to the start of work, which is quite sian? Feels like i haven't taken much rest or had much fun before i officially start contributing to the economy. But looking at the pathetic amount of cash left in both my accounts, i can't go anywhere or do anything much either :/ & Prom's in 3 days? Haven't really gotten a official prom outfit and i still don't feel the urgency! Haha. BUT fear not cause when there's a will there's a way, i'm going to get something tmr with wl :D (at most wear my lil black dress loh)

Stereo love

2011-03-18T13:53:00.001+08:00

Neglected this lil space of mine for quite some time alrd eh? Haha. This week was spent fruitfully with the soldier who have just completed phase 2 of his army life. Even though we've missed the opportunity to take a short holiday during this once in a blue moon break, we managed to visit and do rather memorable and interesting stuff together. And I'm quite sure we also know where we stand in each other's heart and that we've at least loved each other 110% more? HEHE. As much as I wish and want everyday to be spent this way, army doesn't allow it :( it's rather upsetting to know that he has to go back to army and that I'll have to see him once a week again. But I think I'm getting used to it alrd la huh? Haha

Today, I brisk walk round the reservoir for 45 freaking minutes. And right now I can feel my butt aching :( I have to make this a habit. Need to lose weight!

So pink!

2011-03-04T19:29:00.004+08:00

I have finally finish blinging my phone!
Okay la, not that nice. Next time i will attempt the fooood ones :D

School officially ended. & I have mix feeling about graduation. It's quite sad to leave TP and everyone in LRM but at the same time, i'm so happy there's no more stress for examinations. So wells, this is the start of another new journey for us i guess! 12 march, i'll be contributing to society..

Just taking a break away exams

2011-03-02T18:24:00.004+08:00

okay la, i know i look horrendous. I finally went to look for the dermo and i am so happy that my face can be treated. The doc said that my poor face is not that bad and it's kinda normal because many will go through this at some point of their life and for me, it's this very moment ): He gave me facial cleanser, pimple gel and this night cream to try out for the next one month and if nothing gets better, he suggest this oral medicine which is SUPER AWESOME (according to what he've said la) and i am SO willing to pay that amount to get flawless skin till im oldzzzzz! But we'll see! See how it goes till my next appointment. Meanwhile... Skin please recover fast ok! :)

9th March, yet another night to celebrate the end of exams and school. I know i shouldn't be thinking about it but it has been way too long since i've restricted myself and shake my body to the music. But we'll see! hehe

Procrastinate 101

2011-03-01T18:17:00.002+08:00

Must have inherited the Procrastination 101 disease my dear leeshen! It feels exactly like there's not more papers and that holiday have started! But... there's still 2 more papers ): One tmr and the last one on friday before i can kiss goodbye to TP. & i've been good. Face slowly recovering? (I HOPE) and the papers have been rather friendly. Yup, got to club. Bye

I..

2011-02-22T01:20:00.004+08:00

I have got zero motivation to study
I finally completed be spa notes after 3 days
I am already in a holiday mood
I realised that hotels in Singapore ain't cheap at all
I really want to like spend time with baby, away from the usual environment
I hope i can get the bank job so that i won't feel the pinch
I conclude that the month of febuary and march are my high expenditure months of the year? ):

& lastly, I miss my army boy

No worries

2011-02-18T16:59:00.002+08:00

I realised that i actually lead a rather contented life

I get what i want
I eat all i want
I have parents who loves me
I have a boyfriend who loves me too
I have wonderful friends
I have nothing major to worry about

This week is a happy week :) T.co, Iphone & more love!

2011-02-14T13:02:00.004+08:00

Just when i thought he have got no time to get my anything or
don't know what to get for me. I got surprised by this!

A suspicious looking box

Still a very suspicious looking box

p.s he knows that i do not like real flowers so he got me a one on a card
(blue thing on the box)

Opened the box & it's 2 lil pigs + a card! ^^

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We celebrated our Valentine yesterday because he'll be in camp today. So the day was spent playing the guitar, watching youtube videos, him trying to reach jaejoong's note in Love in the ice (but failed miserably. hehe), nuaing around and cooking a really healthy dinner :) & i ended up bringing both porkchop and piggy back home.

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Today is a special day. Not because it's Valentine Day but it's also our second year anniversary. We've gone through so much these two years and I'm really glad that this relationship is still strong :) & the letter summarizes all my love to you okays ^^

Boo.

2011-02-10T13:16:00.002+08:00

I think this year is just not my year to gamble? Since CNY eve till now, I've NEVER won from any types of gambling. Be it mj, blackjack, other stupid card games.. And you know what's the worse thing? After having to know i am not cut to gamble probably for the whole freaking year, i insist on going against fate or what so ever and continue gambling! And the result? LOSING MORE MONEY... & yesterday i lost $90 ): I'll just treat it that I've donated that amount to charity and quit gambling this year (Y)

The year of the rabbit is not my gambling year ):

2011-02-07T09:54:00.008+08:00

YUP, he finally came visiting and i'm so glad everyone in my family likes him ^^

After trying to gamble for 3 days, i came to a conclusion that this year is not a year i should gamble because i've not been winning anything much from gambling since the first day of 2011. So i should REALLY stay away from gambling. though my hands are itching to play mj :D

Face ar face

2011-02-07T00:58:00.001+08:00

This is weird. The reviews for the current cleansing lotion is rather good but why is my face still rotting. I shall change my makeup remover to ponds cleansing lotion. & so far, clinque is so expensive but not effective on me :(

): who is gretal?

2011-01-27T02:24:00.004+08:00

Those time lasted for 2 days.
How i wish i am always treated the way it is 1 and a half week ago ):

Happy Fat Girl

2011-01-26T13:42:00.002+08:00

Every week, i'll write a small lil piece of note and hide it in the army boy's bagpack for him. It's only Wednesday.. 3 more days to seeing him again ):

While i dozed off on my sofa last night, a phone call woke me up at 12 and guess what! It's the army boy!! ^^ He just ended his live firing and called me to tell me goodnight and that he loves me. Hehehe. & i amglad that most of the project presentations/interviews are all ending this week and destination project should be finishing, I HOPE? Hahaha.

Okay, enough of procrastinating! Start on destination individual part 3 and read cruise report and forum! Byebye

NAPFA

2011-01-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

Click to enlarge :)

Looks easy leh. I shall start training for it already. 15 points. Can la.
I will prove the army boy wrong and get a silver for my last NAPFA.

Book in day

2011-01-23T22:12:00.003+08:00

Made a new pair of spectacles and i am quite worried for the spa interview tomorrow ):
Cannot stress. If not my face will rot even more ):
& tomorrow must book into school already.

SO PHAT

2011-01-23T01:28:00.002+08:00

Botak head is out! This time round, he came out with a new egg hairstyle and a new status! & With so many idk what thing stuck onto his velcro thingy on his uniform. Hahaha. He really looks like a egg with some hair growing on top of it. So whenever i get the chance to see him from afar, i'll end up smiling like a idiot. :D He's playing idk what game again and thank god for this laptop if not i'll be bored to death, doing nothing.

Today is just another fat day. Lin's daddy treated all of us for dinner at simpang which was not bad (Y) then not too long ago, i finished a bowl (?!?) of cheese fries at baby's house. NOW, lying on his bed, waiting for the fats accumulated from today to make me fatter. ): i'm hopeless, sew my mouth please

JIAYOU!

2011-01-22T04:33:00.002+08:00

This is the final lap. The last major group project and a few more presentations and individual interviews to go before we can take a short break, celebrate cny and forget about school for a moment. & i am really grateful to have really good group members (esp the girlzxzxzxzx), if not i don't think i'll make it this semester. All i want to say is, lets all work hard and die for another week and we can throw our notes and stuff at the teachers who made us suffer. & i promise not to procrastinate that much :D

2011-01-19T20:06:00.002+08:00

I HATE ARMY ):
Idk how many times i've said that already, but i really hate army. And now that he's in the sgt course, he is now even busier than in tekong. He books out later and in early ): Soon, he'll forget that he got a girlfriend at bedok.

):

2011-01-19T01:40:00.003+08:00

Because school sucks
Because school wants all of us to die
Because school wants students to hate school
Because we go so many projects to complete
Because we are doing projects after projects
Poor us are staying up all night long @ OLS house ):

I so sleepy now..

I am a fucking miserable person

2011-01-16T10:17:00.002+08:00

I should avoid my miserable sufferings by sleeping my life away..
hoping that everything's fine when i wake up. ):

#35739

2011-01-15T17:29:00.003+08:00

"Nobody is willing to take the first move to end this misery
because they stand firm on their individual thinking & beliefs"

#34526

2011-01-15T14:30:00.003+08:00

"Friends are always there for you when you need them"
it's true

My lil bear bear

2011-01-14T14:11:00.004+08:00

Today is the twenty-third month
AND
Our twenty-third not-so-official birthday!

love you baby ^^ HEHE

FML ttm

2011-01-14T01:23:00.002+08:00

The condition of my complexion really saddens me ): I have no idea why did it even end up this way. PLUS, nothing like this have happened to be the past 19 years of my life? But i suppose the main culprit would be SCHOOL... PROJECTS... & tv? which will lead to sleeping at 1/2am and then lead to a shortage of precious sleeping hours because i have to wake up early for school. & not being able to wear contact lens only made things even worse... So i was and is still in my worse state in life where people take probably will take extra 5 seconds to recognise me OR maybe they don't even recognise me! :/ This sucks man ): Face, please recover fastER... i miss blemish free complexion..

Happy girl

2011-01-11T16:27:00.002+08:00

It's so pretty isn't it!
Makes me even more hungry only.

This whole week is a happy and a i-don't-feel-like-going-to-school week! And i'll revert to my emogirl@hotmail.com after Sunday where i have to rush projects and probably start studying for tests? (if there's any la. HAHA :D) Alright! Time to go watch movie with baby! Byebyee

Cooking with cynthia

2011-01-06T22:03:00.002+08:00

This is the first time i am cooking in the yea 2011! :D Since it's lunch time and i'm hungry too, decided to whip up something to eat! Ended up with cai por egg, pan fried cheese tofu, and carrot porridge! (Y) It was a satisfying lunch indeed!

I am departuring

2011-01-04T23:35:00.006+08:00

I love talking to the army boy because hearing his voice makes me happy! (even though sometimes he make me wait for soooooo long. Haha)

I've always wanted my family to meet this lil boy whom i have been with for almost 2 years and finally, he agreed to visiting my grandma next week! :D & my mummy asked me "Ta xi huan chi she me?" (What does he like to eat?) & "Ta ji shi yao lai wo de jia?" (When does he want to come to my house?). I'm sure my parents are quite eager to meet him since they always try so hard and so many ways to know more about him through me.

I can't wait for next week! ^^ & i can't wait for tmr because jia is bring me CUTESY BREAKFAST :D <3

&& Ah.... Febuary's coming

Run those fats away

2011-01-04T00:16:00.005+08:00

Let me introduce my 24/7, anytime ready-to-run running/jogging/exercise kaki!
This is JIAMIN! my another bestieF & childhood friend :)

Like what I've always complain or nagged about. I hate running and i hate how it is when I've already jogged 8 rounds and only 20 minutes past by :/ But how ironic is it to feel that running at night is actually not too bad.. HAHA. But i think it's because of the company too ^^ Anw, the picture above actually has a story behind it.

Okay, it's taken few days back when both of us decided to go jogging @ 1030pm? So after almost 45 minutes of exercising, we're obviously dying of thrist and the only water source is from the water cooler insider the locked stadium. So crazy us decided to climb over the gates & we did! :D Other pictures are too unglam.

War

2011-01-03T22:25:00.002+08:00

The after effect of Christmas and New year has taken its toll on me. My poor face is now going through a hard time, trying its very best to defend the attack of the evil nemesis, pimples ): To make things worse, my right eye is like sore? Sigh... No contact lens & no makeup for the next few days/weeks. It's okay if you all cant recognise me. I rather you all not. ALSO, i gained a incredible amount of weight the past 2 weeks? So in order to let myself feel better, i'm going for a 30 minutes jog soon. & projects are making things EVEN worse... Fml fml and fml even more.

Goodbye & army boy has yet called me ):

Argh

2011-01-02T23:42:00.003+08:00

I just realised how much i hate school and how much i wish school could end asap all because of projects.... (yes, i know im contradicting myself once again)
Dest proj submission @ fking 0845am?! Need to sleep NOW. Bye

Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011

2011-01-02T15:33:00.008+08:00

It's another new year for everybody & i'm sure 2010 was a year filled with many first time & unforgetable memories for us all eh? Alright, let me summarize and do a proper ending of my version of 2010!

- We made it through 1 year and coming to 2nd year of wind wind rain rain!
- CURLED my hair!
- Came to realise, my GPA suck and i've got no where to go after poly
- $0 to play at Universal Studio. Tried Battlestar galactica and nearly vomitted.
- Went to uss with baby with his sinus :/
- Tried Marche for the FIRST TIME!
- Watched fireworks nearly every weekend for 3-4 consecutive months?
- Flew to BKK after bugging parents for years & this time, with my bff!
- Made my mum cried ):
- Got the actual day tix for NDP after years of trying
- Found the motivation to lose weight (but it died eventually)
- Got myself a new camera! s90
- Learn how to play poker & my luck isn't that bad eh :D
- Decided to start saving $ = opened a savings acc!
- Savings account hit 4 digit but it is depleting
- Many surprises on my birthday week from love ones.
- (FINALLY) Got my POLAROID from babyyyyyyyyyyyy ^^
- Set up the christmas tree together with my sis for the freaking first time!
- Lost and made some friends along the way. (Real good friends stay!)
- Did and made many cards & d-i-y stuff this year.
- Bf entered army...
- Visited tekong for the first and last time
- Tried PES2010 & own goal-ed!
- Attempted to understand Dota
- Realised that i HATE hard liquor ttm
- Bought couple tee, but never had the chance to wear it
- Truthful chirstmas for the first time
- Strawberry craze (most probably the first time i ate strawberries so often in my life)
- Phone died for the first time & now stuck with an infrared phone
- Many unhappy moments
- Addicted to mj
- Senior Year
- Holidays didn't feel like one. ALL THANKS TO PROJS
- Real pathetic new year (didnt even get to see the fireworks properly loh?)

& my 2011 resolution....
to be a better person towards my family/loved ones, friends and bf :) & i really hope that everyone i care for will stay healthy and happy yeah?

Botakhead-free to be!

2010-12-29T16:59:00.002+08:00

The army boy's back! & he's going to POP in about a week time!
(and idk if it's a good/bad thing :/)

Hohoho!

2010-12-29T00:35:00.003+08:00

It was a truthful & emotional christmas. This year, christmas was spent on the bridge somewhere along CQ together with 4 others. & some last min decision at rebel.

Went home and spotted this Christmas sock hanging on my wall. It's pressie from sister!

& last of all, my pressie to baby. THOUGH it's a lil destroyed by the black dye.. but at least he ~~likes~~ loves it :)

2010-12-28T14:34:00.001+08:00

She: baby! I want my bear! Where's my bear!
Him: don't have la! I'm your bear!

Hehehehehe. So cute

TEE HEE HEE

2010-12-24T02:07:00.002+08:00

Just to make the rocher look cuter and prettier, i spent almost an hour trying to figure out how to turn it to the ones i see in floral shop & failed. So the end product... seen above :) Can't wait for christmas!!! :D And it's christmas eve alrd! Tmr will go shop for pressiez! NIGHT! Face's rotting...

Cranky

2010-12-23T00:39:00.003+08:00

Project
Project
and more
PROJECT

Seriously, i havent had like a proper sleep for days? And i think my body is dying and breaking down really soon? I'm glad that Spa project is DONE... & now it's chiong-cruise-proj time and obviously not forgeting the destination ind proj that is due in appro less than 2 weeks time.. Argh, Fml okay? & yes, blogging at this time of the day contradicts to the first sentence above.

Got so many things and overdue pictures to blog about but i got fking no time!!! NIGHT zzzzzzz

Ring-a-ling

2010-12-19T16:31:00.002+08:00

Christmas is Coming!

At the end of the day, my s90 is still the best! :D Like this picture though i cant see the star on top of the tree! & Baby's booking in like really soon loh ):